Syndication14 Jul 2009 - 02:27:26 am
GETTING BACK ON TRACK- RECENT EVENTS
- Turns out I have ADD ( attention dephicite disorder) and also OCD (Obsessive Compulsivness Disorder) .
I have so many disorders that my brain is just scrambled into eggs. Lol. I'm really stupid. - Have I ever wrote about my adorable , darling lil hamster? No? Well I have (had.) an awesome teddy bear hamster. He was named Bijou and was my best friend (also my only friend). He was so cute, adorable, lovable, cuddly, playful and he never bit anyone before. He was a little angel, and I would NEVER hurt him ever no matter what. You know, he once bit me and it bled so bad. What did I do? Wash off the blood and say " It's alright" to my litttle angel and kiss him on his forehead (not like a human kiss.. silly you. )I used to bring him outside on the sidewalk in his playing ball (the ones they run in and have a good time). My street is downhill.. so it was one wild hamster ride.. but it was good times with him. I'd give him mini roller coaster rides in baskets (don't worry I NEVER went fast) .. lol it was adorable. He rode in a toy car it was so silly! I have pics of that. I loved him to the bone and internal organs (its not funny why you laughing?ok don't lie I know you are. curse you! ) . His biggest fear was the bathroom. If I had to go super badly, I'd take him with me. Don't worry he didn't get flushed. He was scared of the sink. It was so funny and cute when he started freaking out on the bathroom counter and hiding in the corner of the counter behind some ornament.. it was soo cute to watch him do that.. (yea he really likes corners!) He was such a sweet heart! Well here is the story. My Mom finally installed plastic crawling tubes for his tank. He never went in it though so it was pointless. Ok heres the bad part. Little Bijou the angel was sleeping so pleasantly and peacefully in the usual snoozing spot of his tank. I was idiotically fixing the stupid tubes and BAM. The tube went crashing forcefully and immensly powerfly into the tank, and straight towards my angel! It hit is poor eye and it looked as if he was having a seizure.. he was like in shock. As fast as I could I scooped him out of his tank and strarted praying for his life! I held him in my arms, crying and shaking at the scene of my poor little dying hamster. His eye bled and eventually scabbed over. This happed on June 16th. I came home from school each day so worried and scared that he'd be dead. I came home from school on June 24th... and I saw him.. lifeless.. not breathing.... not moving.... DEAD. I crying and sobbed for hours. He was hard as rock , and his mouth was opened a bit ( he had a bit of damage to his jaw) . I cried for 3 days straight (no seriosuly 3 days STRAIGHT) no sleep, no eating, no nothing. Didn't stop crying. My heart was shattered and a lump held in my troat.. it's still there and I am crying now even. I cry every night and pray and talk to him. I cry so much that my pillow gets soaked and I get red spots on my face by my eyes (I get those when I seriously cry. I mean serious.Like cry your heart and lungs out) and my eyes were pure red.I now call him my little angel.. because he was always an angel when he was living, such a wonderful, wonderful hamster. I will Never forget Bijou. He'll always be truly resting in my heart. R.I.P MY LITTLE ANGEL! I LOVE YOU!
- My eleventh birthday was on June 19th (yes.. three days after Bijou's accident.. worst week of my life and horrible birthday. cried the whole day. I prayed SO hard that Bijou would live for my birthday.. it was a miricle.. he did. But the miricle didn't last very long :( I didn't get very many gifts.. just clothes, a ds game, a scooter, and a ds charger. So yeah.. this blog isn't truly "a blog of a ten year old" what can I do about that?
- My family reunion was on June 27th (three days after bijous death. why does this keep happening!?!? My b-day was three days after bijous accident.. and the family reunion was three days after bijou's death. ugh. I hate the number 3. I also hate the numbers 16 and 24. I think you know why) I actually thought it would be boring but it surprisingly wasn't. I sang with my two cousins who are twins and 9 years old. I sang a few songs and got some real shiny DOUGH! Ok fine lol it was only $1.25. My uncle pulled out my tooth that day. Boy did that sucker bleed the human race. It hurt so bad. No "toothfairy" came for 3 days.. plus I only got 5 bucks ,what a rip! Not plenty much more to say 'bout that ol' reuinion(is it just me or did it sound like I was from texas???) .
- My cousins birthday was on June 11th.. so much better those days when bijou wasn't blind... *sigh* so yeah they turned 9. Guess what.. I'm 11 and they are over my head (only by like.. em..well ..a inch.
- Thats all for now.. bye
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